I think i slept alot during this weekend man!
Woke up at 1pm ytd and 3 plus pm today. It’s rly crazy how much i can sleep in a day man!
Anw decided to blog down my blessing today.
I was pretty confused as to whether I should really teach piano @ Christofori for the next 18 months starting from March onwards. I just had that feeling that I will kind of disappoint my mom if I don’t wanna teach anymore. I told her I don’t know if I should teach and she just said I should without thinking twice. Not like it will become a v big disappointment to her cuz this is just something small, but I just knew she would prefer me to teach since I will get some experience from it and I can get extra allowance too when I enter uni.
Hmm.. then some of my friends advised me not to cuz 18 months is too long a commitment. Pretty true cuz this means I’ll only be freed next year September.
I had to turn to God for an answer. And I prayed to Him to ask him to show me His plan for me.
Interestingly, went to Pastor Steven Furtick’s blog (yanming intro-ed me this week) and saw a para which goes like this:
It is the glory of God to conceal a matter.
Proverbs 25:2
There’s a reason God’s will in specific situations is so difficult to know sometimes. Why it can be so hard to know what God wants you to do.
Who to date.
Where to go to college.
Who to marry.
Where to move.
What job to take.
The scariest possibility for your life isn’t getting God’s will wrong. It’s getting God’s will right but barely coming to know God in the process.
You could love the right woman but lose your first love.
You could find the right career but then make it your god.
That’s why He doesn’t just write His will for you in the clouds. At the end of the process He wants you to know something far greater than what you should do with your life or what you should do next.
He wants you to know who He is.
It’s not about deciding on the most right thing to do, being able to make the best choice for myself.
Sometimes whatever pathway we ultimately take, God just wants us to know him better through that particular way.
I guess, it’ll be easier for me to make decisions next time this way, especially with the upcoming A’levels results day!!
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